Being an addict is such a mind fuck. It must toy with your understanding of who you are so deeply. As you’re told over and over that you are unworthy of seeing women in lingerie, I’m sitting here in lingerie. I think you let this toy with you too deeply, clearly you’re having an identity crisis. This has given you way too much false hope. “maybe I’m not as much of a desperate addict and maybe I can get women”. Wrong. Let’s set things straight and get you back in line.
