You try to run away, to escape, but you realize that you are in too deep. You buy video after video and start to realize how much money you have spent. You start to worry that you have fucked up. You try to take a break but you come right back. You make excuses. You ALWAYS come back. Doesn’t matter what reason you have for leaving but you always come back. You find a way to keep worshiping. You say this is the last one, I’ll never buy another one. This is the last time I spend all of my money. It works…for a while. You start saving money again, but you start to feel that urge, that need. You NEED more. You need another video, then another, then another. You might wander off, maybe see someone else for a while, but you always come right back here. You always need more of me. This is an addiction that you will never cure. You always come back, no matter what. I am irresistible.
