In order for you to become more submissive as a slave you have to learn to obey , even if that means ignoring your own urges . You will learn to let go , both physically and mentally . I know that ruining your orgasms , leaves you in a super horny state and increases your need for a proper , pleasurable orgasm . You could even ruin your orgasm 2-3 times and still cum again . I know , quite difficult and degrading for you , because normally , after you cum , your craving goes away and you can go on with your day . Not after ruining it though . It feels like being trapped , getting dumber and dumber each time you have to let go, like zoning out , as if your brain seizes its activity . But , you have to learn to obey in order to become more submissive as a slave.
